by: kiara, art host
the self love session was days ago and I’m still trying to put into words how I feel about how everything ended.
i understand that the beginning was not what i expected it would be. what i can’t put my finger around is the feeling of wanting more.
i want more for these women.
i would selfishly take everything in the world from everyone for 1 hour to briefly get them to understand how important and magnetic they all are.
i wanted more women there.
one thing i said that shook me to my core was “people will not weigh me down.”
i affirmed it then when i added breath to that truth.
shit shifted right then for me. maybe ya felt it.
in the last few days, i’ve felt so alive and aware of my surroundings.
i understand that i cannot and will not be all these women need. what i can do is try.
try to gather all of the resources in the world at this very moment at 11:46pm on Tuesday night to give to them, for them to enjoy and bask in the magnitude of the world being at their feet.
i came here to reflect, to put down how i felt at this very moment just to say again and again that you women, all 5 of you, are enough.
enough in a heavy way.
enough in the way the tongue and breath are heavy when you utter the word e n o u g h.
you are everything & the-world-gathered-at-your-feet-is-not-the-reminder-you-need-to-feel-that you-are-indeed-enough.
rise to the occasion.
it is time to open the gate you’ve surrounded yourself with.
step on the eggshells of the Shell YOU’VE broken out of. run already!
know your name, identify with it. say it loudly for those to hear that you have found a new voice & that voice is ENOUGH for any and every situation that comes your way.
affirm to yourself that you ARE fearless and relentless.
lift your head higher as you let the sun kiss your smile.
you are not alone. not anymore.
your crown. tuck it away because it’s time to SHINE. ALL. ON. YOUR. OWN.
til we meet again sweet souls,
kiara, your art host